Is it just me or....

am I being used? 

I feel like I only have friends when I'm convenient to have around. 

I know I go out of my way lot to show that I care or just when a friend needs a favour, but don't take it lightly. 

Frig. 

After all of that...it's still the same. I STILL don't get any reciprocity. 

Thanks a lot...'friend.'