P.S. I forgot to mention this.

Yeseterday was another 'would have been' day. It was on my mind all day and I know I shouldn't think of things like that. But it wouldn't leave me.

Frig...I really hate this. 

I wish I had a life-moment eraser or something....but then again, how do you erase two years of your life?

I regret the 'roses incident'. I never should have returned them and that I wish I had all of them just so I have something to remember it all by. Even if it hurts.